Its been a while
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Its been a while now. Just waking up to see the sun rise and hear the birds sing. Maybe June hols is not such a bad thing after all? I mean ya there is tons of revision/writing of study notes/mugging (are they not all the same?) to do but hey we are all in this together right? Haha I laugh at my musings. Its so funny when u kinda have no idea how to study for the coming exams and u figured a month is sooooo not enough but yet...yet still feel so calm, so...'let it come one day at a time'.
Woe to me if this is a disllusionment on my part. But hey if God's grace holds true, then may my faith stand and spirit soar.
'Lord, I belief, help my unbelief'.In a few hours time Ill be off for Pre-u seminar. Not expecting much out of it, in fact I wanna just do my math homework there. Haha if I don't get distracted that is. Kinda missing my classmates off at WOW. Thought the whole thing about skipping WOW would not affect me so much but I guess when everyone else talks so much about it and u realised u missed so much, it rubs off. Sigh. Ok I know I shouldn't feel depressed. 'Emo' is a swear word I swear. Hmm happy thoughts!! Oh at least mum is willing to get me a new phone =D But wait, we just went out yest and found them either too expensive or too old. Means I'll have to wait a few months before the price drops. Darn.
K k maybe the bright side of things is that Ive got many new friends around now to get life going. Yap wanna get FireAC going too!!! Ahh miss the enthusiasm and excitement of being in ministry and always seeking God. OK new (not so) new year resolution: GET BACK TO MINISTRY!
Yay feeling much happier now. Hmm I wonder how 5.9 is doing over at Cambodia. CLASSMATES LET ME KNOW WHEN U COME BACK K? (oh gosh Im sounding like Nat XD)
~In the silence...Im waiting to hear your voice~
The dangerous game
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
I have an enemy. His name is procrastination. Procrastination has a friend. His name is disllusionment. Together Procrastination and Disllusionment form the axis of evil, the Hitler and Muso of my life. Maybe its cause the hols are coming. More time=less stress. Ok maybe not. Cause more time=more procrastination=less time=more stress. Argh. What's going on?? Classes don't make sense like they use too. Im swimming in a sea of confusion. I know my doubts will come back to haunt me in the near future...but...but...what to ask? Somebody scream at me. Please.
~In the silence...Im waiting to hear your voice~
Finger itchy
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Ok popping by to do a bit of venting from the various causes of stress this week (and the next). Hmm what should my first post for such a long time go like...errr um....oh...
I NEED TO SLEEP MORE AND EAT LESS, STUDYING MAKES U FAT!!! LIFE NEEDS A BIT MORE SPICE THAN MEAT...OH GOSH FOOD AGAIN...ARGH!!!Ahh feel much better...now where's that CAS form that demands my utmost attention in trying to type out without falling asleep?? Oh yeh right...I ate it.~In the silence...Im waiting to hear your voice~
